Have I lost my way?
Or is this the path I was supposed to take?
Was I going against the destiny till now?
Or is it now that I am challenging it?
I’m in constant argument with my mind
Trying to decipher the maze quilled by my thoughts
I have become my own critic,
My actions don’t appease me anymore
I’m sailing alone in forlorn sea
Trailing the path led by waters
It doesn’t matter if I reach the shore or not,
I feel trapped in water and on earth alike
Future seems obscure, past- a mystery
I can’t feel the ground under my feet
My troubles change their dynamics everyday,
My desires manifold, I keep shoving them aside
I’m trying to breathe;
I’m trying to infuse life in my being
I’m taking it day by day,
I cannot expect more from life or myself
I pray for peace, I pray for balance
I pray for the ability to live in the moment!